Life For Rent (DiDo)

I haven't really ever found a place that I call home 
I never stick around quite long enough to make it 
I apologize that once again I'm not in love 
But it's not as if I mind 
that your heart ain't exactly breaking 

It's just a thought, only a thought 

But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy 
Well I deserve nothing more than I get 
Cos nothing I have is truly mine 

I've always thought 
that I would love to live by the sea 
To travel the world alone 
and live my life more simply 
I have no idea what's happened to that dream 
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me 

It's just a thought, only a thought 

But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy 
Well I deserve nothing more than I get 
Cos nothing I have is truly mine 

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down 
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try 
Well how can I say I'm alive 

If my life is for rent...